aku diuji lagi ^_^

To ma beloved diary,

aku dah smpy kolej balik
dah 3 hari aku balek umah
mule2 cam excited sgt nak balek
rase windu kat ibu, kat ayah, kat banu (adek aku..heh)
windu nak mkn lauk ibu msk,
windu nak dgr banu mengadu psl kwn2 dia
wlupown aku slalu wat derk je bile dia cite
tp sbnrnyer aku sgt terhibur dgn cite2 dia tu
aku windu sgt kat ayah
wlupown aku jrg borak dgn ayah
tp aku nak ayah dekat dgn aku
aku snggup ponteng class psa sbb nak smpy umah cpt2
cekal giler meredah kesengalan tren tuk balek
bile smpy je umah aku rase heaven sesgtttt
hilang sume penat, lupe sume mslh
betulla org tua2 kate umah ku syurgaku
mase aku balek adek aku mcm biaselerrr
bersedia utk luahkan pe yg dia lalui spjg aku xde kat umah tu
wlupown dia tau aku kekdg xde respon pown dgn cite dia (cth akak yg ego)
tp dia tetap nak share dgn aku
yela, wlupown aku wat bodoh je tp kekadg kate2 aku maybe dpt beri dia sumthg
wlupown aku lebey byk mengutuk dia (ni mmg style aku lyn dia..heh)
tp kali ni dia bwk cite yg sgt mengejutkan

banu : angah, nak dgr cite x?
aku: kite ckp xnak pown ko cite jgk
banu : ko x baik tau angah..kite ni adek ko (dialog yg bese gune ble nak trik prhatian aku)
aku : yela yela..mende?
banu : cite kite kali ni msti wat ko tertarik?
aku : hmm (dgn muke slumbernye and pure2 cbuk..padehal lam hati excited giler nak tau)
banu : Kak edah dah putus dgn abg ***
aku : what????
banu : betul ngah..kite pown terkejut sgt..baru smlm abg *** call nenek ckp mintak maaf sbb dorang dah putus
aku : kak edah camner?

banu : abg *** x ckp dgn dia pown yg dia nak putuskan hbgn dorang..kak edah tertanye2 ape salah dia...

Ya Allah..aku tataulaa camne nak gmbrkan perasaan aku tym ni
sedey, kecewa, marah, bingung, risau and etc etc
setelah 8 tahun berchenta
rombongan merisik pown dah dtg
mcm2 mende dah plan
sedare mare pown dah dibgtau
at last PUTUS camtu je???
ape salah akak aku??
aku keliru sgt
aku takut sgt
aku risau pe yg akan jadi kat dia
kuat ker dia nak hadapi sume ni??
mampu ker dia lupekan laki tu stlh 8 thun menyulam kaseh
laki tu seorang je yg dia chenta
laki tu srg je yg dia brgntg hrpn
laki tu srg je yg dia psg angan2 utk bina hidup brsame
aku tau akak aku sgt derita skrg
tapi aku tatau camne nak comfirt dia
aku tingin sgt nak entertain dia
aku tingin sgt nak teman dia
aku tingin sgt nak pinjamkan bahu aku utk dia
tapi aku tau dia xkan tunjukkan kesedihan dia kat kami sume
dari dulu dia mmg suke pendam sndri
maybe sbb dulu dia ade laki tu sbg tiang utk dia bersandar
tapi skrg???


kalau aku dah sgt sedey, apetah lagi akak aku
kalau laa dia tau betape sygnyer aku kat dia
betape aku nak sgt tgk bahgia
kat dunia ni aku de sorang akak je
dan aku xnak org len jadik akak aku selain dia
wlupown dulu aku slalu kene buli dgn dia
wlupown dulu aku xpernah suke dia sbb dia suke 'dera' aku
tapi kini aku sedar yg sbnrnyer aku x mampu nak carik akak sebaik dia
aku harap sgt allah akan lindungi dia
aku harap sgt dia diberi kekuatan
kalau lah kebahgiaan aku sbg gantinya,
aku sanggup utk lepaskan semua harapan aku pada org yg aku syg
pada satu2nyer org yg aku chenta
aku x dapat hidup dgn org yg aku suke pown xpelah
tapi kembalikan lah org yg akak aku syg pada dia



Ya Allah, ko lebey mengerti
kepada Kau lah tmpt aku bergantung harap kini
aku rela lepaskan sgl impian aku
andainya itu dapat membahgiakan satu2 nya akak aku yg aku syg
sesungguhnya hanya Kau yg mengetahui segala-galanya Ya Allah
Kami hanya mampu merancang
dan Kau menentukan segalanya...


Aku dah x mampu nak berdiri lagi
aku dah terlalu penat
tahun 2009 baru je msuk 2 bulan
tapi dr awal mcm2 kesedihan berlaku dlm hidup aku
belum abes satu dugaan, aku diuji lagi
aku tau itu tandanye Allah sygkan aku
atau mungkin ini satu balasan wat aku
aku sedar aku byk sgt dose
ye, aku berusaha utk berubah
aku harapkan diberi kekuatan
spy aku dapat lalui episod sedey ini dgn senyuman =)

~LoVe sToRy~

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes and the flashbacks start

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air



See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

And say hello

Little did I know



That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you, please don't go

And I said



Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes



So, I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh



Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

But you were my everything to me

I was begging you, please don't go

And I said



Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes



Romeo, save me

They try to tell me how I feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes



Oh oh

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said



Romeo, save me

I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you, but you never come

Is this in my head

I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said



Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad

Go pick out a white dress

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes

B U A H H A T I

Lately ni aku rase sgt windu kat buah hati aku sorang ni
dah lame sgt rsenye x jumpe
rase klu jumpe nak pelok2 n cium2 dia
sape kah dia itu???
jeng jeng jeng

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tadaaaaa
inilah dia buah hati ku yg terchenta
Humaira Irdina bt Shahrul Hashimi
maira ni anak maksu aku yg kecik skali (dia ade 2 anak je bru)
dari dia kecik aku jage dia (menyibuk2 je sbnrnye)
so mmg tersgt chenta, kaseh dan cyg banget sama dia ni
bile tensen2 tgk gambo dia
rase hilang sume masalah
tym marah pown leh jadi cool balik

maira ni mmg baby yg sgt attractive
ramai sgt org cyg kat dia
maybe sbb dia pown jnis yg x tkut dgn org
dan dia punye hobi yg agak merisaukan mama dia
iaitu
makan, makan and makan
kekeke
bile nmpak sape2 je pegang makanan
hah, siap sedialah org tu
dia akan berusaha utk pastikan mknan tu milik dia
kekadang smpy dia panjat badan org
nak x nak kenelaa kasi cikit (read: cikit tu equivalent to 50-50)

ni plak gambar mase raye thun lepas
sgt comel laaa
nampak cam suci murni je kan??
harap2 dah bsr nti jadik wnita solehah ye
punyelaa susah yg amat nak amek gmbar ni
dgn background yg sgt x menarik
tp akhirnye aku dpt gak capture pose yg tomey ni
hehehe

gambar ni mase maira masuk spital
papa dia ade sakit asma
so maybe virus tu dpt kat dia jgk
dua kali gak laa dia kene admitted
sedey sgt bile tgk dia
sbb nmpk sgt susut
lagi2 bile doktor x bg dia makan
dia boley minum je
dahlaa dak tecik ni suke makan
tapi alhamdulillah
skrg dah sihat balik
harap2 dia x kene sakit yg mcm tu lagii



siang tadi aku rase windu aku kat dia dah x tertahan dah
nak study pown asyik teringat je kat dia
lagi2 bile maksu aku ckp dia dah boley berta'atih (jalan2 laa)
so aku pown trial and error laa tanye kat sheila (dak dpn bilek..heh)
" sheila sheila, boley x kite nak ajak sheila pi umah nenek kite...
kite windu laa kat maira (dgn shy2 cat nyer)"
and sheila pown jwb " boley je..kite x kesah"
Yataaaa...thanx sheila...
ileviu laaa
tersgtlaa gembire dpt jumpe maira td
wlupown mase nak pi td kitrg sesat barat (bkn ni mende bese ker?) hehe
tp hati aku sgt puas and gumbira
and mud nak study pown kembali semulaa =)
so, ape lagiii???
kayla..aku nak start study
senin ni ade exam daa (aku dah stat merepek lagi)
so tata

2nd Tag for 2day...ehem ehem

still not in da mud to study..so sy pown ber tig tag laa ye...hehe

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Nor Alia Shaharom

2. A four Letter Word : Nice

3. A boy's Name : Nazrul Hakeem (nme anak x-bos sy)..heh

4. A girl's Name : Nora Danish =)

5. An occupation : Nurse

6. A color : Navyblue

7. Something you'll wear : Necklace =)

9. A food : Nata di coco (tul ke eje nie?)

10. Something found in the bathroom : Napkin ;p

11. A place : New York

12. A reason for being late : Nenek make up lme sgt (bley trime kerr yg ni??)..hehe

13. Something you'd shout : Nehiiiiii (skali hindustan daaa)..hohoho

14. A movie title : Nujum Pak Belalang

15. Something you drink : Neslo

16. A musical group : Nsync (giler besh)

17. An animal : Nyamuk

18. A street name : Norway (men ntam je...)..ehe

19. A type of car : Naza Kia..ehe

20. The title of a song : Nian di hati =)

adesss...susah gak nak jwb tag bil ni..but its fun =)

okay, next---> according to the rules kene tag 10 org tp cam bese sy nak break da rules..ehe

sheila

Puteri Hainafuri

and sape2 yg tingin nak cube...sgt dialu2kan =)

JusT a NoTe ^_^

mlm ni sy ade exam
doakan sy eh
takutlaaa
sbb dah lame x msuk dwn exam
tp sy rse sy dah semaken malas laa
nape eh??
nway, gambatte kudasai!!!

berTAGie again - - - dr cik salz =)

Arahan::

1. Go to your photo folder in your computer

2. Go to the 6th folder of photos

3. Go to the 6th picture in that folder

4. Put the picture on your blog and description of it.

5. Invite six friends to join the challenge.

6. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged

L-R : sheila, me and kak cikin
Ekceli gambo ni ktrg amek mase bukak pose dgn NCB Holdings Bhd..tmpt aku wat praktikel...and yg besh nyer majlis ni wat kat Hilton Hotel...mknan byk woo..x mng mate nak memileh..ehe..and utk m'jeleskan korunk lagi (jeles ker?), sume mende2 yg msuk lam pwot aku mase ari tu x dikenakn sbrg caj..kekeke..dgn kate len, free ler..tapi kat gmbr ni sheila cam x ready je..ehe..sowie sheila..ai terpakse yu ltk gmbr yu yg ni..

Kayla,strusnyer sy nak tag sape eh??

ye, betul betul betul..sape2 yg dah bace ni, silalah wat ye..haha..jgn nak ngelat taw..*wink*

Budak 13 thn da jd bapak...unsangkerable...

Little family ... Alfie, Chantelle and baby Maisie

Devoted ... Alfie holds and cuddles Maisie

Caring ... Alfie bottle feeds his little daughter

gile kentang arr..donia donia..

Ma 1st tag - - - > from Cik Bil =)

1) Your name / username:: Nor Syareen Alia @ Nor Alia / aLeYa

2) Left handed or Right Handed::of course laa right handed

3) Favourite letter to write:: love letter =)

4) Least favourite letter to write::appeal letter..heh

5) Do you think you are HOT?:: hot??thah laa..ehe

6) Upload your fav pic

7) Why do you like this picture?:: aku rase gmbr ni sgt unik sbb mase amek x perasan pown de org kat blkg cermin tu..cbuk je dia..haha..

8) The last song u listen to?::lagu sekali ini saja...dgr kat cik bil pnyer page..ehe

9) What are you doing right now besides this?:: ym dgn kak ct..ehe

10) Tag 6 people::nak wat 2 je boley??cik dila..sheila..hehe

Bile kebuhsanan mengusai diri....wek

Lately ni slalu sgt tido lambat
nak tido awal tp x ngantok pown
aku buhsan sangat2
nak kacau org tp sume daa mimpi
so ak pown pegi dekat almari
cari harta karun yg boley wat aku x rase buhsan
nak tau ape???
jeng jeng jeng
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tadaaa
melayan cite yg sgt menarik dan tertarik
cite ni mmg da bomb..ngeeee
Ekceli dah byk kali tgk
tapi aku nak tgk jgk lagii
smpy mate aku yg sepet ni akan makin sepet dan sepet dan sepet dan zzzzzzzz
hehehe
kalo korang sume nak taw
aku ni adelaa die hard fan cite2 korea
kwn2 aku ramai gak yg tnyer pe yg besh sgt cite2 dorang ni
yelaa,jln cite sume lebey krg jee
jwpn aku senang jee
aku punyer suke laa ak nak minat ape pown hokay
hehehehe
salah satunyer mestilerr sbb heroin dia yg tersgt laaa tomey dan tiut
1 of ma favourite actress adelaaaa.....................

Yoon Eun Hye..
pas tgk dia dlm cite goong
terus dah jtuh chenta..ehe
dlm coffee prince ni wtk dia unik sgt
dia jadi Go Eun Chan
pompuan yg menyamar jadik laki
cute x??cute x??

eun chan ni sgt laa independent
tiap detik dlm hdup dia sgt berharge
walau hidop dia susah
tp dia sorang yg happy go lucky
dia ade kelebhn utk buat org tersenyum

ni plak adelaaa Choi Han Kyol (gong yoo)
suke tgk dia dlm cite ni..hehehe
sgt comel laaa
romantic
caring
loyal
sgt2 sygkan gurl dia

eun chan dan han kyol
such a romantic gilerr
suke suke suke

video ni adelaa antare part yg besh dlm cite nii
bile Han Kyol nyanyi utk eun chan
utk bgnkan dia tido
so sweettttt

wat sape2 yg same pale otak dgn aku
jomla share cite yg korang tgk plak
sharing is caring kan..
hehehe

::atas nama cinta::

Aku wanita……
Yang punya cinta dihati
Ada dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku
Mengapa terlambat cintamu tlah termiliki
Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta
Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Atas nama cinta hati ini
Tak mungkin terbahagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal ngkau akhirnya denganku
Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu dalam ikatan tanpa cinta
Atas nama cinta
Hati ini tak mungkin terbahagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau

Atas nama cinta
Atas nama cinta kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal ngkau akhirnya denganku
Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

Lepakking at PuTRaJaYa..*wink*

Utk pengethuan sume, aktiviti ak kat ukm bley kate mostly dgn dak2 x-matrix ak dulu..mane lg klu x KMK..yea,u guys my besties..*wink*

As usual, mcm dah jd acare WAJIB..mesti nak wat bufday celebration..tp alright gak laa sbb tym2 mcm ni laa bru ktrg bley gath sesame..klu x, hmm...ssh tul nak book tym msg2..

For this sem, after almost 6 months x wat pape gathering, so tibe laa 'ahli' pertame yg akn dicelebratekn..haha..kali ni cam spesel cikit sbb ktrg wat kat dtrn putrajaya..tgh2 org rmi tu wat bufday party..class x??tp de gak org yg jeles sbb dia pnyer bufday x segempaq camni ;p..

1) sume yg dtg diwjbkn pakai bju kaler putih..tp de srg yg sesat..pki bju htm..nak kene denda ni..heh

2) Yg kat pic bwh ni sume adelaa student2 accountg batch 2005/2009..ekceli de gak yg bkn dak kmk tp ktrg ajak gak drg join sbb drg ni dah biase dgn geng2 ktrg..(tunggang trblk ayt..phm2 sndri je la eh)..hehe

3) Cute x??hehe..bro yg aku pakaikan topi biru ni laa bufday boy..he looks very enjoy his big day wif us..u rock bro..and ko lah yg plg tua antara ktrg sume..kekeke...Thanx to fairus gak cuz sudi join tiap gath yg kami wat =)

4) Gmbr ni pown aku dah rosakkan..heh..jgn mrh arr..ekceli ktrg wat surprise utk dak 2 org ni..sbb bufday dorang ktrg xdpt cleberate..mase tu kan sume tgh wat praktikel..so kire ni utk ganti blk...wlu x seberape but really hope u both enjoy..

5) 3 member sekolej...hehe..yelaa,korang je yg ak kenal kat kiam ni..sib bek gak de korang..klu x mesti borink kan??(tetibe cam kuar topic plak..hehe)..ekceli bufday nisah bru jgk lps mse bln dec..so ktrg celebrate skali utk nisah..epy belated bufday 2 u..thanx utk u all bertige sbb sudi join ktrg ye =)

6) Cik adek berdua ni mmg vogue pown(bodek nie)..thanx to kak da sbb sudi gak dtg even kami ajak last minute and tym kak da keje..even x ikut tema, tp takpelaa..kak da brjye memeriahkan majlis dgn soklan2 pns kak da tu..hehe..thanx tu mer gak sbg organizer..hope ssh pyh ko berbaloi eh..len kali wat g ye..hehe

Aku mmg enjoy sgt tiap kali gath ngan korang..u guys make my life wonderful and colorful..frens 4ever ya..

Lets pray for Perak sake!!!

Ekceli ak da jrg bace newspaper lately..sjk dah duk luar ni...(cet,alsn je ni)..dulu mase duk dato, ade gak laa port utk bace paper..skang ni library pown ak dah lame x jejak..hdp ak skarg lebey kpd pergi and balik class...then pi carik mkn..len2 sume duk bilek je..mls nak kuar sbb jauh..

Haha..kuar topic dah..ekceli my eyes was caught by shoutout dat have been posted by one of my fren dlm ym just now..ak agak curious and try to get some info bout this issue..

Ape yg ak bley kate, ak sgt2 upset dgn pe yg ak baru dpt tau..my concern is not bout sape yg lebey entitle utk pimpin kerajaan Perak..but the way you try to get the authority..or I could say a POWER...I dun understand why do they have to use backward instead of you just make it clean and transparent??

Aku mmg sgt2 tak dapat terima dan ak rase kat luar sane pown mesti ramai yg rase pe yg ak rse..Politic ni tersgt laaa kotor and I hate dat..Frens, let us pray for Perak together..I wish there still a miracles to protect Perak and Islam in da first place..

x sbr nak tgu pe decission dr sultan esok..

Penat yg tersgt

Pg td ade discussion theori..Grup ak (GAMBATTE) akan jd discussant(pe kobondo ni tah) utk presentatn sok utk tjk Accountg Standrd..and unfortunately, midsem break dat ekceli I m supposed to finish up all da assignments and study bout dis topic telah ak mnfaatkn spnhnyer utk 'berholiday'..and skrg ni padan laa dgn muke ak sbb trpkse rushing utk make sure yg pe yg ak spttnyer wat tym cuti tu sume complete..ngeh3

erm, discussion td so far ok la gak..rse cam bley manage utk class sok(confident je..ceh)..tp quite scary gak laa sbb ni first tym ak jd discussant and ekceli x dpt nak imagine pe sbnrnyer ak pnyer responsibility..even dah jmpe personally ngan lect tp still blur g.huhu.(bkn ni normal ker utk ak?)

Tp oklaa..atleast ak rse berutg sgt sbb dak2 grup ak sume bley bg komitmen..mestilaaa..tgk laa sape ketuanyerr..hehehe..kul 3 td de clas OM...but honestly, td mmg malaaaassss gilerrr nak pi class tu..maybe sbb tym dia yg yg agak2 sgt sesuwei utk ak 'berjuang'..(tido lerr..pe lg)..plus, sbb da lme sgt cuti..class plak smpy kul 6..tah bape kali da ak duk nguap2..betape x senonoh nyer dak ini..haha

and at dis moment bru laa ak prasan yg sbb utame ak rse sgt pnt ari ni adelaaa sbb ak x ckp tido mlm td..tp bkn sbb study giler2 tp sbb pi tgk bola kat mapley..muahaha..Liverpool vs Chelsea..xtvti tuk release tensi..haha..(tah pe mende yg tensinyerr dak ni)...yg x bestnyerr chelsea kalah laa plak..adess..lagi x best sbb future husband ak , lampard dpt kad mrh la plak..huhu..x besh x besh..hopefully next game dptlaa lampard men..sbb klu dia xde, ak tatau nak usha sape plak..hehehe

okla..hopefully sok sumenyer ok..for tmrw, GAMBATTE NE!!!

Are you in-love with someone?

Credit to Cari Forum...

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to
let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hete to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you
realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that
moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.