+::M I S S I N G::+

Terase "kehilangan" sesuatu,

apeka mase mampu merubah seseorang atau seseorang berubah menuruti perubahan mase?

hurm,

mungkin perasaan aku je,

hopefully tade pe yg berubah wpun sgt2 terase dgn keadaan sekarang,

kadang2 bile tengah bahgia kite selalu terlupekan org2 di sisi,

mungkin kebiasaan yg kdg2 tu kecik bg kite tapi bile kite tinggalkan bley bg kesan yg sangat besar dlm hidup org laen,

just harapkan dia bahgia...

To my dear brother,

sowie sbb da jarang dapat share cite,

bz yg tersangat,

tapi jgn risau,

tak contact bukan makne x ingat,

rase sayu sgt tapi entahlaa,

doa adek sentiase utk abg,

jgn lupe tu k?

Notahatiku ~ terase keseorangan....

+::Salam Aidiladha::+

tahun ney celebrate kat umah atam,
best sbb dapat together2 dgn family plus gosipping sampy lebam =P

btw, taun ney dapat cuti sehari je,
currently cuti dibekukan sbb my boss tgh wat haji,
so kene ler jage opis terchenta (chenta ker?)

STRESSSSSSSS

mase utk diri sendiri pown makin tade,
hurm,ai need some space,
or maybe understanding?
attention?
enough rest?

owh pleasee pegi jauh2 rase yg x best ney,
namau dia duk dlm ati ney,
ai need strength,
ai need support,
and ai desperately need dis

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owh God! please make my way easier,
to all gucci,guess or wutever else please stay away from me for a while..sob3
my boss ade offer utk beli kerete b4 dia pergi haji,
dlm ati rase melonjak2 nak cakap YES,
TAPI
namau la,nanti termakan budi byk sgt,
haku yg berat ati lak nanti...huhu
tape2,InsyaAllah aku leh usehe sendiri,
chayok3!!~

to whom it may concern,
mesti kamu pelik kan nape tetibe aku rajen msg kamu lately?
dun worry my dear fren,
i dun have any intention to tackle u,
just wanna be friend with u,
do u have any problem with dat?

and to my dear brother,
sowie sbb sensitip sgt lately ney,
thanx for being so understanding,
ai so proud coz ai have u,
adek nak abg tau yg adek bangge sgt ade abg sbb abg slalu ade tyme adek perlukan,
abg slalu menangkan adek tyme adek putus ase,

to my gorgeous girlfriend,
u are my strength dear,
nobody can separate us,
sorry sbb da jarang dapat spend tyme together,
please give me tym,
until ai could settle all my responsibilities,
u know it rite?
ai miss yu dear


Notahatiku ~ mmg keje gile duk opis srg2 ney..sigh

+::I N S Y A A L L A H::+

Indahnye bait2 dlm lirik lagu ney,
alangkah bahgianye jike harapan sentiase disandarkan pade Pencipte yg satu...

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

InsyaAllah,Allah will show me da way..


Notahatiku ~ Terase sgt2 lemah...:(

+::Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart ::+

Ekceli I'm stuck in the middle of uncertainty,

its really hard for me to handle this kind of situation,

ikut ati rase nak lari je,

dah tamau dgr pape,

dah tamau tau pape,

dah tamau tgk pape,

sbb tiap mende yg sampai ke pengetahuan aku akan membuatkan aku saket,

aku bukannye taknak ignore je,

tapi aku TAK MAMPU!!~~

Nape ye org2 yg aku syg selalu lukekan ati aku?

dorang tatau ker erti tanggungjawab?

tak boleh ker tiap sorang dari dorang sume ade perasaan utk jadi srg yg bertanggungjwb?

ape dorang akan rugi ker kalau kene buat sume tu?

dorang tak sedar ker ape yg aku buat selame ni utk kebaikan dorang jgk?

dorang tatau ker betape risaunye aku tiap2 ari pk kan pasal dorang?

perlu ker aku korbankan diri aku utk sedarkan dorang sume?

Ya Allah,terlukenye aku,

nape berat sungguh dugaan yg Kau turunkan ini,

mampu ker aku bertahan utk terus pikul tanggungjwab ni?

bermule esok semuanye akan terpikul di bahu aku,

tak sanggup rasenye nak membayangkan andai masalah2 yg berlaku dtg dari org2 yg aku syg,

org2 yg aku percaye,

aku betul2 rase tertipu,

apelaa sebenarnye yg dorang harapkan,

kenapelaa terlalu singkat sgt care drg berpk?

adekah dugaan2 ni aku perlu tempuh utk kesenangan akan datang?

Ya Allah,ko berikanlah aku kekuatan supaya aku mampu bertahan!!!

Notahatiku ~ Semoge kalian semua selamat semuanye...