aku diuji lagi ^_^

To ma beloved diary,

aku dah smpy kolej balik
dah 3 hari aku balek umah
mule2 cam excited sgt nak balek
rase windu kat ibu, kat ayah, kat banu (adek aku..heh)
windu nak mkn lauk ibu msk,
windu nak dgr banu mengadu psl kwn2 dia
wlupown aku slalu wat derk je bile dia cite
tp sbnrnyer aku sgt terhibur dgn cite2 dia tu
aku windu sgt kat ayah
wlupown aku jrg borak dgn ayah
tp aku nak ayah dekat dgn aku
aku snggup ponteng class psa sbb nak smpy umah cpt2
cekal giler meredah kesengalan tren tuk balek
bile smpy je umah aku rase heaven sesgtttt
hilang sume penat, lupe sume mslh
betulla org tua2 kate umah ku syurgaku
mase aku balek adek aku mcm biaselerrr
bersedia utk luahkan pe yg dia lalui spjg aku xde kat umah tu
wlupown dia tau aku kekdg xde respon pown dgn cite dia (cth akak yg ego)
tp dia tetap nak share dgn aku
yela, wlupown aku wat bodoh je tp kekadg kate2 aku maybe dpt beri dia sumthg
wlupown aku lebey byk mengutuk dia (ni mmg style aku lyn dia..heh)
tp kali ni dia bwk cite yg sgt mengejutkan

banu : angah, nak dgr cite x?
aku: kite ckp xnak pown ko cite jgk
banu : ko x baik tau angah..kite ni adek ko (dialog yg bese gune ble nak trik prhatian aku)
aku : yela yela..mende?
banu : cite kite kali ni msti wat ko tertarik?
aku : hmm (dgn muke slumbernye and pure2 cbuk..padehal lam hati excited giler nak tau)
banu : Kak edah dah putus dgn abg ***
aku : what????
banu : betul ngah..kite pown terkejut sgt..baru smlm abg *** call nenek ckp mintak maaf sbb dorang dah putus
aku : kak edah camner?

banu : abg *** x ckp dgn dia pown yg dia nak putuskan hbgn dorang..kak edah tertanye2 ape salah dia...

Ya Allah..aku tataulaa camne nak gmbrkan perasaan aku tym ni
sedey, kecewa, marah, bingung, risau and etc etc
setelah 8 tahun berchenta
rombongan merisik pown dah dtg
mcm2 mende dah plan
sedare mare pown dah dibgtau
at last PUTUS camtu je???
ape salah akak aku??
aku keliru sgt
aku takut sgt
aku risau pe yg akan jadi kat dia
kuat ker dia nak hadapi sume ni??
mampu ker dia lupekan laki tu stlh 8 thun menyulam kaseh
laki tu seorang je yg dia chenta
laki tu srg je yg dia brgntg hrpn
laki tu srg je yg dia psg angan2 utk bina hidup brsame
aku tau akak aku sgt derita skrg
tapi aku tatau camne nak comfirt dia
aku tingin sgt nak entertain dia
aku tingin sgt nak teman dia
aku tingin sgt nak pinjamkan bahu aku utk dia
tapi aku tau dia xkan tunjukkan kesedihan dia kat kami sume
dari dulu dia mmg suke pendam sndri
maybe sbb dulu dia ade laki tu sbg tiang utk dia bersandar
tapi skrg???


kalau aku dah sgt sedey, apetah lagi akak aku
kalau laa dia tau betape sygnyer aku kat dia
betape aku nak sgt tgk bahgia
kat dunia ni aku de sorang akak je
dan aku xnak org len jadik akak aku selain dia
wlupown dulu aku slalu kene buli dgn dia
wlupown dulu aku xpernah suke dia sbb dia suke 'dera' aku
tapi kini aku sedar yg sbnrnyer aku x mampu nak carik akak sebaik dia
aku harap sgt allah akan lindungi dia
aku harap sgt dia diberi kekuatan
kalau lah kebahgiaan aku sbg gantinya,
aku sanggup utk lepaskan semua harapan aku pada org yg aku syg
pada satu2nyer org yg aku chenta
aku x dapat hidup dgn org yg aku suke pown xpelah
tapi kembalikan lah org yg akak aku syg pada dia



Ya Allah, ko lebey mengerti
kepada Kau lah tmpt aku bergantung harap kini
aku rela lepaskan sgl impian aku
andainya itu dapat membahgiakan satu2 nya akak aku yg aku syg
sesungguhnya hanya Kau yg mengetahui segala-galanya Ya Allah
Kami hanya mampu merancang
dan Kau menentukan segalanya...


Aku dah x mampu nak berdiri lagi
aku dah terlalu penat
tahun 2009 baru je msuk 2 bulan
tapi dr awal mcm2 kesedihan berlaku dlm hidup aku
belum abes satu dugaan, aku diuji lagi
aku tau itu tandanye Allah sygkan aku
atau mungkin ini satu balasan wat aku
aku sedar aku byk sgt dose
ye, aku berusaha utk berubah
aku harapkan diberi kekuatan
spy aku dapat lalui episod sedey ini dgn senyuman =)

~LoVe sToRy~

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes and the flashbacks start

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air



See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

And say hello

Little did I know



That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you, please don't go

And I said



Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes



So, I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh



Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

But you were my everything to me

I was begging you, please don't go

And I said



Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes



Romeo, save me

They try to tell me how I feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes



Oh oh

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said



Romeo, save me

I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you, but you never come

Is this in my head

I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said



Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad

Go pick out a white dress

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes

B U A H H A T I

Lately ni aku rase sgt windu kat buah hati aku sorang ni
dah lame sgt rsenye x jumpe
rase klu jumpe nak pelok2 n cium2 dia
sape kah dia itu???
jeng jeng jeng

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tadaaaaa
inilah dia buah hati ku yg terchenta
Humaira Irdina bt Shahrul Hashimi
maira ni anak maksu aku yg kecik skali (dia ade 2 anak je bru)
dari dia kecik aku jage dia (menyibuk2 je sbnrnye)
so mmg tersgt chenta, kaseh dan cyg banget sama dia ni
bile tensen2 tgk gambo dia
rase hilang sume masalah
tym marah pown leh jadi cool balik

maira ni mmg baby yg sgt attractive
ramai sgt org cyg kat dia
maybe sbb dia pown jnis yg x tkut dgn org
dan dia punye hobi yg agak merisaukan mama dia
iaitu
makan, makan and makan
kekeke
bile nmpak sape2 je pegang makanan
hah, siap sedialah org tu
dia akan berusaha utk pastikan mknan tu milik dia
kekadang smpy dia panjat badan org
nak x nak kenelaa kasi cikit (read: cikit tu equivalent to 50-50)

ni plak gambar mase raye thun lepas
sgt comel laaa
nampak cam suci murni je kan??
harap2 dah bsr nti jadik wnita solehah ye
punyelaa susah yg amat nak amek gmbar ni
dgn background yg sgt x menarik
tp akhirnye aku dpt gak capture pose yg tomey ni
hehehe

gambar ni mase maira masuk spital
papa dia ade sakit asma
so maybe virus tu dpt kat dia jgk
dua kali gak laa dia kene admitted
sedey sgt bile tgk dia
sbb nmpk sgt susut
lagi2 bile doktor x bg dia makan
dia boley minum je
dahlaa dak tecik ni suke makan
tapi alhamdulillah
skrg dah sihat balik
harap2 dia x kene sakit yg mcm tu lagii



siang tadi aku rase windu aku kat dia dah x tertahan dah
nak study pown asyik teringat je kat dia
lagi2 bile maksu aku ckp dia dah boley berta'atih (jalan2 laa)
so aku pown trial and error laa tanye kat sheila (dak dpn bilek..heh)
" sheila sheila, boley x kite nak ajak sheila pi umah nenek kite...
kite windu laa kat maira (dgn shy2 cat nyer)"
and sheila pown jwb " boley je..kite x kesah"
Yataaaa...thanx sheila...
ileviu laaa
tersgtlaa gembire dpt jumpe maira td
wlupown mase nak pi td kitrg sesat barat (bkn ni mende bese ker?) hehe
tp hati aku sgt puas and gumbira
and mud nak study pown kembali semulaa =)
so, ape lagiii???
kayla..aku nak start study
senin ni ade exam daa (aku dah stat merepek lagi)
so tata

2nd Tag for 2day...ehem ehem

still not in da mud to study..so sy pown ber tig tag laa ye...hehe

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Nor Alia Shaharom

2. A four Letter Word : Nice

3. A boy's Name : Nazrul Hakeem (nme anak x-bos sy)..heh

4. A girl's Name : Nora Danish =)

5. An occupation : Nurse

6. A color : Navyblue

7. Something you'll wear : Necklace =)

9. A food : Nata di coco (tul ke eje nie?)

10. Something found in the bathroom : Napkin ;p

11. A place : New York

12. A reason for being late : Nenek make up lme sgt (bley trime kerr yg ni??)..hehe

13. Something you'd shout : Nehiiiiii (skali hindustan daaa)..hohoho

14. A movie title : Nujum Pak Belalang

15. Something you drink : Neslo

16. A musical group : Nsync (giler besh)

17. An animal : Nyamuk

18. A street name : Norway (men ntam je...)..ehe

19. A type of car : Naza Kia..ehe

20. The title of a song : Nian di hati =)

adesss...susah gak nak jwb tag bil ni..but its fun =)

okay, next---> according to the rules kene tag 10 org tp cam bese sy nak break da rules..ehe

sheila

Puteri Hainafuri

and sape2 yg tingin nak cube...sgt dialu2kan =)

JusT a NoTe ^_^

mlm ni sy ade exam
doakan sy eh
takutlaaa
sbb dah lame x msuk dwn exam
tp sy rse sy dah semaken malas laa
nape eh??
nway, gambatte kudasai!!!

berTAGie again - - - dr cik salz =)

Arahan::

1. Go to your photo folder in your computer

2. Go to the 6th folder of photos

3. Go to the 6th picture in that folder

4. Put the picture on your blog and description of it.

5. Invite six friends to join the challenge.

6. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged

L-R : sheila, me and kak cikin
Ekceli gambo ni ktrg amek mase bukak pose dgn NCB Holdings Bhd..tmpt aku wat praktikel...and yg besh nyer majlis ni wat kat Hilton Hotel...mknan byk woo..x mng mate nak memileh..ehe..and utk m'jeleskan korunk lagi (jeles ker?), sume mende2 yg msuk lam pwot aku mase ari tu x dikenakn sbrg caj..kekeke..dgn kate len, free ler..tapi kat gmbr ni sheila cam x ready je..ehe..sowie sheila..ai terpakse yu ltk gmbr yu yg ni..

Kayla,strusnyer sy nak tag sape eh??

ye, betul betul betul..sape2 yg dah bace ni, silalah wat ye..haha..jgn nak ngelat taw..*wink*

Budak 13 thn da jd bapak...unsangkerable...

Little family ... Alfie, Chantelle and baby Maisie

Devoted ... Alfie holds and cuddles Maisie

Caring ... Alfie bottle feeds his little daughter

gile kentang arr..donia donia..