+::Bile otak dah blank::+

Tak fenah di wat org,

berphotogedix kul 12 tgh mlm,

kat opis lak tu =P

Ekceli bos ade belikan buah tgn dari mekkah,

sume girls dapat jubah srg satu,

shantek sgt2..*terharu*

Yg boys jgn jeles lak,

korang punye pown ade gak,

tapi lambat sket ler coz bos ckp dia bwk alek cni gune pos,

so tunggguuuuuuuu....

Semalam entah angen pe tah duk masok dlm badan,

tetibe tingin nak bergaye ala-ala model,

maybe sbb dah stress sgt2,

plus semalam kan ai jiwe tgh kacau =P

so saje je nak wat sumthing utk hiburkan ati..

Nak tgk x? :Pp

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*partner bergediks =P*

*watak utame..agagaga*

Jubah adelaaa 1 set skali dengan selendang =)

*feeling minah arab*

*ececece..=P*

*tak sedar salary tak siap ag ni..=P*

*pose yg bajet abes ayu dah ney..=P*

utk picture yg lebey menarik,

sile beli majalah pelam edisi paling latest skali..agagagaga

Notahatiku ~ Semoge cepat sembuh ye

+::December oledi::+

Phew,

hari pertame mule dgn tangisan =P

minggu ney tema dia minggu air mate,

asek la nak tacing,

btw ingatkan bile bos alek leh ar rase lega sket,

skali tetibe tergadoh lak ngan dia..huhu

Bos,minta maaf,

sy bukan nak tunjuk pandai,

tapi sy betol2 x suke,

salah ker kalau sy cakap mende yg betol?

Mungkin betol cakap bos,

sy tak paham,

mungkin sbb sy tak dididik dgn "keadaan" yg macam ney,

sy betol2 kecewa bile bos rase mende tu biase je,

bagi sy org yg tade manner je akan cakap mende2 camtu,

sy rase down sgt dgn reaksi bos tu,

sy tau bos yg bayar gaji sy,

tapi tade ker hak sy utk bersuare?

Bos nak tau x,

dulu ex-bos sy fenah cakap,

kate2 "bos is always right" tu x semestinye betul,

ex-bos sy cakap bos is always right when you yourself have to ensure that your bos is always right..

Sy ingat ag kate2 ney,

bos betol2 mengingatkan sy pade ex-bos sy tu,

sy rase macam nak je keje dgn dia alek,

jadi trainee pun takpe,

dulu sy dapat elaun 300 je,

tapi sy bahgia,

sekarang ney gaji besar tapi sy slalu nanges,

sy bukan x bersyukur,

tapi sy dah letih..

Bos,sy tau bos sayangkan sy,

sbb tu bos selalu suruh sy buat macam2 kan?

sy tak kisah sbb bos bg peluang kat sy utk belajar byk mende,

agpun tu tandenye bos cayekan kebolehan sy,

TAPI,

jgnla asek nampak kami je yg salah,

kalau camney terukla kami..huhu

Notahatiku ~ Sy nak lari jauh....huhuuuuu

+::BLANK::+

Totally black out,

semalaman tak lena,

leh fokus ker ney ha?

aja!!~

+::M I S S I N G::+

Terase "kehilangan" sesuatu,

apeka mase mampu merubah seseorang atau seseorang berubah menuruti perubahan mase?

hurm,

mungkin perasaan aku je,

hopefully tade pe yg berubah wpun sgt2 terase dgn keadaan sekarang,

kadang2 bile tengah bahgia kite selalu terlupekan org2 di sisi,

mungkin kebiasaan yg kdg2 tu kecik bg kite tapi bile kite tinggalkan bley bg kesan yg sangat besar dlm hidup org laen,

just harapkan dia bahgia...

To my dear brother,

sowie sbb da jarang dapat share cite,

bz yg tersangat,

tapi jgn risau,

tak contact bukan makne x ingat,

rase sayu sgt tapi entahlaa,

doa adek sentiase utk abg,

jgn lupe tu k?

Notahatiku ~ terase keseorangan....

+::Salam Aidiladha::+

tahun ney celebrate kat umah atam,
best sbb dapat together2 dgn family plus gosipping sampy lebam =P

btw, taun ney dapat cuti sehari je,
currently cuti dibekukan sbb my boss tgh wat haji,
so kene ler jage opis terchenta (chenta ker?)

STRESSSSSSSS

mase utk diri sendiri pown makin tade,
hurm,ai need some space,
or maybe understanding?
attention?
enough rest?

owh pleasee pegi jauh2 rase yg x best ney,
namau dia duk dlm ati ney,
ai need strength,
ai need support,
and ai desperately need dis

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owh God! please make my way easier,
to all gucci,guess or wutever else please stay away from me for a while..sob3
my boss ade offer utk beli kerete b4 dia pergi haji,
dlm ati rase melonjak2 nak cakap YES,
TAPI
namau la,nanti termakan budi byk sgt,
haku yg berat ati lak nanti...huhu
tape2,InsyaAllah aku leh usehe sendiri,
chayok3!!~

to whom it may concern,
mesti kamu pelik kan nape tetibe aku rajen msg kamu lately?
dun worry my dear fren,
i dun have any intention to tackle u,
just wanna be friend with u,
do u have any problem with dat?

and to my dear brother,
sowie sbb sensitip sgt lately ney,
thanx for being so understanding,
ai so proud coz ai have u,
adek nak abg tau yg adek bangge sgt ade abg sbb abg slalu ade tyme adek perlukan,
abg slalu menangkan adek tyme adek putus ase,

to my gorgeous girlfriend,
u are my strength dear,
nobody can separate us,
sorry sbb da jarang dapat spend tyme together,
please give me tym,
until ai could settle all my responsibilities,
u know it rite?
ai miss yu dear


Notahatiku ~ mmg keje gile duk opis srg2 ney..sigh

+::I N S Y A A L L A H::+

Indahnye bait2 dlm lirik lagu ney,
alangkah bahgianye jike harapan sentiase disandarkan pade Pencipte yg satu...

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

InsyaAllah,Allah will show me da way..


Notahatiku ~ Terase sgt2 lemah...:(

+::Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart ::+

Ekceli I'm stuck in the middle of uncertainty,

its really hard for me to handle this kind of situation,

ikut ati rase nak lari je,

dah tamau dgr pape,

dah tamau tau pape,

dah tamau tgk pape,

sbb tiap mende yg sampai ke pengetahuan aku akan membuatkan aku saket,

aku bukannye taknak ignore je,

tapi aku TAK MAMPU!!~~

Nape ye org2 yg aku syg selalu lukekan ati aku?

dorang tatau ker erti tanggungjawab?

tak boleh ker tiap sorang dari dorang sume ade perasaan utk jadi srg yg bertanggungjwb?

ape dorang akan rugi ker kalau kene buat sume tu?

dorang tak sedar ker ape yg aku buat selame ni utk kebaikan dorang jgk?

dorang tatau ker betape risaunye aku tiap2 ari pk kan pasal dorang?

perlu ker aku korbankan diri aku utk sedarkan dorang sume?

Ya Allah,terlukenye aku,

nape berat sungguh dugaan yg Kau turunkan ini,

mampu ker aku bertahan utk terus pikul tanggungjwab ni?

bermule esok semuanye akan terpikul di bahu aku,

tak sanggup rasenye nak membayangkan andai masalah2 yg berlaku dtg dari org2 yg aku syg,

org2 yg aku percaye,

aku betul2 rase tertipu,

apelaa sebenarnye yg dorang harapkan,

kenapelaa terlalu singkat sgt care drg berpk?

adekah dugaan2 ni aku perlu tempuh utk kesenangan akan datang?

Ya Allah,ko berikanlah aku kekuatan supaya aku mampu bertahan!!!

Notahatiku ~ Semoge kalian semua selamat semuanye...